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lately..

I’ve realized that I’ve wasted soo much time on still liking you, you’re a waste of my time period. I gave you my all and you threw it away. you got bored of me and found someone else. good for you. I’m done liking you and done being nice to you whn you’re just gonna turn around and be a dick to me. these past 4 months have been terribly hard but thank you for making me such a stronger person. you’ve helped me realize I don’t need a guy to make me happy. I’m perfectly content with being single. if a guy comes around then so be it but he’s not gonna be my #1 priority like you were, that doesn’t end well. even though you hurt me so bad, I thank you for helping me be such a stronger person. so thank you kelvin velazquez, 1 for a great relationship, being not only my boyfriend but my bestfriend, and making me stronger. I don’t want to date you again, but you will always have a special place in my heart.

lately..

I’ve realized that I’ve wasted soo much time on still liking you, you’re a waste of my time period. I gave you my all and you threw it away. you got bored of me and found someone else. good for you. I’m done liking you and done being nice to you whn you’re just gonna turn around and be a dick to me. these past 4 months have been terribly hard but thank you for making me such a stronger person. you’ve helped me realize I don’t need a guy to make me happy. I’m perfectly content with being single. if a guy comes around then so be it but he’s not gonna be my #1 priority like you were, that doesn’t end well. even though you hurt me so bad, I thank you for helping me be such a stronger person. so thank you kelvin velazquez, 1 for a great relationship, being not only my boyfriend but my bestfriend, and making me stronger. I don’t want to date you again, but you will always have a special place in my heart.

when you get all emotional at night and send someone texts that says stuff that shouldn’t be said and then you wake up the next day and read them all, and just say to yourself “wtf was I thinking ? way to go dumbass” ….

everything

I thought I was happy again, I truly did. idk what happened tonight, but something triggered in me. I just can’t stop crying. I may be depressed who knows. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like I have no one to turn to. I’ve never felt this way. it’s pretty scary. feeling empty and all alone. scared as fuck you’ll never get to be really truly happy again. I’m lost, no clue what to do.

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